i would rather bomb all my savings on this than take your money and let you have the satisfaction of "buying me over"

if you gave me money without pegging all your 100000 terms and conditions
i would have honestly been very grateful.


i am only caving in and shortening the trip because
i love my cousins and i really want to visit them in melbourne,
and because i have wanted this since i was a fucking kid

god i just want to visit my cousins and spend quality time with them
why is it so fucking difficult